~Freakzilla25

Hey there people...
I'm still here...looking at all the beautiful images that people keep posting. I'm taking a small break with my artwork while I take care of some shit around the house...but I will return sooner than later.

I've been on MYSpace alot lately...trying to keep in touch with old friends...So I say hit me Up suckers...

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Add me if you've added me here...

Well...That's pretty much all for now...
See you when i see you.

Alright...
Another year...come and gone...
My birthday is here and I'm gonna do whatever the fuck I feel...
So let's start with what I wanna Say...

Been a bit sad lately...and it is so and wayyyy not me. I want to get excited about so many things but feel like I'm being held back by so many different situations... Argh! I'm still going to push on and do what I gotta do...you know...I gotta be me otherwise whats the sence of living. So whatever...

Everyday i surf this Deviant art site, I find so many new rediculously talented people. I mean Seriously man...There are so many people with sick imagery...that I wish I could just sit here and look at all the work that is posted up here. There are so many people that frigan Rock...it's amazing!

I just joined the group Death-Chicks and I must say that it is bringing big press to my pics...I am very thankful for that (Distorted Smile)...I enjoy reading all of your thoughts and feedback and especially seeing all the Fav's and Add's...I will always get back to everyone and thank them personally.

VH-1 has two shows that are frigan Amazing...
Web Junk with Patrice O'Neil and I love the 80's (Toys)...
Do yourself a favor and watch these if u can.

Some random shit...
Cause I'm fucking bored...
1. My Favorite Curse word is "Fuck"
2. I Hate Political Art...no body gives a "Fuck" what you think you know about politics...A lie is a lie is a lie is a lie...no matter how you slice it.
3. Will Ferrell = Funniest Man alive!
4. My 5 Favorite Artists on Deviant Art...
My Love- Panora,
My Partner in Crime- Ryokrea,
My Home Girl Overseas- Distorted Smile,
My Favorite Model- Attack of the Haha,
My Guilty Pleasure- Deadly Poetry
5. Other Guilty Pleasures...Wrestling, 80's music, Cheese-its, Corn Chips, Tits, and the Yankees.
6. Favorite fetish...Fishnets thigh highs...oh so hot.
7. Favorite Drink: Whiskey Sour and Amstel Light
8. Favorite Food: Barbeque Chicken, Seafood, Chinese, and New England Clam Chowder.
9. Favorite Porn Star...Chasey Lane and Stacey Valentine.
10. Best Concert I have ever been to...Boston and Red Hot Chilli Peppers
11. Current Dream Job: Photographer for Rolling Stone or Suicide Girls.
12. I believe in Angels...
13. Every Tattoo I have has a meaning...a story...it's own life.
14. I love leaving long ass messages on Phone Voice mails for a few lucky thuggers but I seriously hate talking on the phone.
15. All Hail Queen Bettie.
16. Apparently Brittney Spears smells entirely amazing...enough to make my motor run wild...but Code Red is still my favorite fragrence on a woman.
17. The Clique Reunites in 2 Months.
18. I absolutely love when a Person is who they are... One thing i can't stand is a poser who acts like they are some shit that they're not...for whatever reason.
19. The Next time you fight with someone you love...ask urself first...is this shit really worth it?
20. I know what I will probably dream about tonight...do you?

Okay...that's enough...
Happy Birthday to Me! Big Up's to all of you!

A few things...
As of late I've noticed how impossible it has been to find that perfect 80's compulation CD that you would want to listen to without hitting the fast forward button 4 or 5 times. Well I publically bring to you alittle sugar for your downloading pleasure.
1. Heat of the Moment- Asia
2. Rosanna- ToTo
3. A Little Respect- Erasure
4. Break Out- Swing Out Sister
5. Something About You- Level 42
6. Hold Me Now- Thompson Twins
7. (Goonies) Are Good Enough- Cyndi Lauper
8. The Warrior- Scandal
9. Take Me Home Tonight- Eddie Money
10. Break My Stride- Matthew Wilder
11. Your Love- The Outfield
12. Alone- Heart
13. She Drives Me Crazy- Fine Young Cannibals
14. When I'm With You- Sheriff
15. I want to Know what Love is- Foreigner
16. The Search is Over- Survivor
17. Never Tear Us Apart- INXS
18. Say Say Say- Paul McCartney feat. Michael Jackson
19. Automatic- The Pointer Sisters
20. Just What I Needed- The Cars

Okay whatelse...
I have been totally psyched about this site lately...I have really enjoyed working with people and hearing from others...I would like to thank everybody that have stopped by and commented on my work...it really means alot to me. I would especially like to thank Attack-of-the-HaHa and Distorted Smile for their constant support and comments!

To answer a few questions I have received...
Andrea (Ryokrea) is not just a fantastic model, but an amazing artist herself. Infact, her pencil work is some of the most realistic art I have ever seen. She can also paint with the best of them as well. I gave her the nickname "Peppermint" due to the crazy colours in her hair. You've all noticed them, and commented on it, but it's actually stripped down her back...like a Candy Cane...hence Peppermint...cause you know...Candy Cane would be too much to say! Also, she does all her own make-up! Crazy right! I know she has a photobucket somewhere online where u can see a variety of what she has done with make-up, if you are interested in seeing her work, u can contact her through her Devsite and I'm sure she would give u the proper site.
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Another thing is that a certain friend of mine is having issues with people stealing their images...either from this site or Myspace. I just want to share my feelings on how frigan low this is. If you seriously feel the need to steal someones images and use them for whatever reason, including posing as that person on another website, you should just go and kill yourself. Honestly...it is pathetic not to mention stealing!!!

Now that that is over...

I also want to welcome someone special to me to Deviantart. My Girlfriend Karen has a website now and she is off to a great start. Please do check out her work as it has impressed me very much. She would also be pleased with the visit!
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I've got alot more planned for upcoming shoots...hopefully I'll have something this week.

OH YEAH!!!! FOR ALL BETTIE PAGE FANS!!! Apparently, there is a movie that debuted at the Sundance Film Festival last year that was so good, I hear it's hitting Movie Theaters THIS APRIL! It stars Gretchen Mol as Miss Bettie herself and doesn't look half-bad in the role. The name of the movie is "The Notorious Bettie Page". You can find a trailer by google or yahoo.

Speaking of Google or Yahoo...Has anyone seen this "Pokemon Kid Video"? Do yourself a favor, look this up also and turn up the volume! You will be pleased.

Okay I'm done.

Well...I'm finally back on the photography truck as I am currently working with Andrea (Ryokrea) on a new pin-up assignment. I'm very excited to be working with one of the more rawly talented Artists I know. We started shooting tonight and hopefully got a couple of good shots. Since technically this is my first collaberation deal...I'm very interested to see how the final product will look. I will be posting the raw pics...and I'm sure if she ever decides to come back to deviant art, Andrea will photoshop them up and might post them on her page which you will be able to find here...
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Within the next few days I will have atleast a few samples of the shoot up here...
Thanx Pepper! It was fun!

As for upcoming projects...
I'm gonna have KAREN recreating her grandmother at the age of 24 from old photos that we found in her basement. It will definately be cool!

Lindsay, Stefanie, and Pam will be also modeling for me in the near future.

So Stay tuned!

A Little Background on me…I’m in my mid-twenties rocking Long Island for the time being. After graduating High School , I went to Suffolk Community College which was a frigan trip…a Mausoleum for Club kids and “wannabe” Thugs…however, I will say that the Art Program wasn’t all that bad. As soon as I was done with that scene, I followed a Girlfriend (NEVER DO THIS) as far North as you can go without calling Hockey my national past time…Oswego, New York! Oswego was a pretty chill scene, A Great Party School…and I’m sure it was great for Education…I really don’t know…I was never awake in time to go to class. I did learn some of my most valuible lessons about life while I was there though…Such as Never follow your respective other to any destination…cause if you break up…you’re fucked. Never let a Girl in between of your best hombres and you…and of course, if it didn’t work the first time…it won’t work the next 700 times…no matter how you thought how “erfect” it “could” be…
When I returned (and I survived my Fathers Wrath), I took another short stint in Suffolk where I learned a few more dating lessons such as…If She says “Even though he is my ex…He is just a Friend”, He Really isn’t a friend…he is her future Husband. And if she says she Bartends in a Gay Club…She’s really stripping away at some hole in the wall club. Laugh it up People…the best advice that I could give is read my story and don’t do as I did.
It wasn’t all bad though I must admit…from this one Chickadee I took with me a refreshed love for Art. She showed me that I was better than some B.S. Cartoonist and that I did have talent waiting to pour out of me. Infact, I can honestly say I learned the most from this firey redhead…even if I have no idea what happened to her…so wherever you are…Thank You.
A Year later, I ended up moving in with a mamacita I used to date from my College days in the Frozen Tundra of Oswego…yeah you know…this was the 700th time. I learned the most about myself and what I’m looking for in life. Needless to say, it was all learned in the hardest way! I never thought two people who cared so much for each other could hate each other with the same passions. This is where I would avoid arguments by putting myself in a corner and sketching feelings or people…it always worked. After I freed myself from the tortured relationship gone astray, I gave myself some time while continuing to draw and now beginning to really learn the camera. It was within this time that I met two more influential people in my life, Karen and Shannon. Karen was the first girl who didn’t treat me like I didn’t feel…and has stuck with my nasty quirks and weird hobbies ever since…that’s why I’m keeping her. My Best Friend…my World away from the Universe. Shannon, I met at work and you see her all over my photography…my best model and I thank soo much for being a fantastic friend.
Within this time, I decided to go back to school and entered Stony Brook University (You D+D Dorks may know it for I-Con, and yes Andrea…I’m talking about you), and found a steady home. Although not a Great Art School…it serves the purpose. Here, I met my greatest Photography influence Gabrielle Moisan…My Teacher who was more punked out than me! The fact that we were around the same age, im sure helped our relationship. She worked hard with me as if she saw something in me, and that’s when I started realizing that Photography was going to be my huge passion. I would go on and meet Terry Boddie, who was a kick ass Rafstafarian with an amazing eye for photography. Pretty much since then I’m still learning from my peers and trying to achieve my personal greatness…a feat that may never take place, but I guess we will just have to see about that.
Misc. Information…Okay yes, I do have a Major Crush on Miss Bettie Page even though she’d be like 84 today…that is if she is still kickin! Her expressions and overall sexiness is something that will NEVER be duplicated by ANYONE…so stop playing yourself, ain’t even worth it. In Looks wise, She was the ultimate woman, Rockabilly Bangs and all! I love Body Art as well…I have many a Tattoo…each that tell a story about my life…sorry no Tribal bullshit here. Tattoos on girls should be a prerequisite, just no tacky trendy shit ladies. I’m not your “average” artist…I have a style my own…that’s cause I’m a bit jock, a bit freak, a bit comedian, a bit normal, a bit weird, but all me…Freakzilla. Some People have told me I resemble a buffed up Fred Dirst…I used to see it…He’s so lucky. I love sports (Baseball Mainly) and yes, still professional wrestling…I love a good hunt or competition. Music is very important to me…My intrests range from AC/DC to Evanescence to Chicago and Boston to the Wu-Tang Clan…and even some Garth Brooks…scared yet? I also have an extreme passion for the friends that I have and the friends that I meet because I feel you learn from everyone God allows you to meet. The Friends that I lost, the memory remains…no matter. I still love Comic Books…IronMan and Wonder Woman forever and wish I was brought up in the 50’s…yet I wish I could revisit the 80’s. And incase you haven’t realized…I’m the most random fuck I know…
My greatest passion in life is Laughter…Without it…We’d all be Doo Doo Brown in color. So I’m sure I missed a bunch of shit…but you get the point…if you read this all…you are a frigan champ. So until next time…that is me…so put that in your pipe and smoke it!